“I’ll Marry the First Man Who Comes Through That Door,” She Joked — Then the Rich Rancher Walked In
The butter was judged at noon under a canvas fly that snapped in the hot wind. It won. Astred Lund stood at the back of the crowd with her sleeves still rolled from loading the wagon. She watched a stout woman in a lavender bonnet pin the blue ribbon to the croc she had filled herself before daylight. The croc sat on a plank table with a dozen others.
Hers was the only one that had not gone soft and yellow at the edges in the heat. She had wrapped it in wet flannel and packed it in a box of damp sand for the drive to town. “The first prize for butter,” Mrs. Oaks announced. “Goes again this year to the Greer place. Mr. Delbert Greer, come up and take your ribbon.” The crowd clapped politely.
Delbert Greer came forward with his thin hair combed flat with water. He was a narrow man with a careful smile, and he took the ribbon as if he had churned the butter with his own two arms. “I’ll say only that it’s my late wife’s way of doing it,” he said. “God rest her. We keep to her way.” Astrid did not move.
The butter was not his late wife’s way. It was her father’s way, brought over the ocean from the flat green country around Rybe. The woman in the grave behind the Greer house had learned it from her own brother at a kitchen table long ago. Astred had worked the cream at 4 that morning by lantern light. She had washed the buttermilk out of it in cold spring water 11 times until the water ran clear.
In her apron pocket, where her hand rested now, was a round butterprint of beachwood that her father had carved. It showed a sheath of barley bound with a cord and a small star over it. The butter on the table carried no star. It carried a plain letter G cut with a pocketk knife into a scrap of pine. And who does the work of it, Mr.
Greer? asked the tall man, standing next to the judging table. He had a spoon in his hand, and he had tasted the butter twice. Your wife’s gone 2 years. Somebody made this. The crowd turned to look at him because everybody in Silverbute knew him. He was Asher Ridley of Salt Gulch, who ran more cattle along the Dismal River than any other three outfits put together.
He had come to town only to fetch his children home from the fair. His hair was a dark red, the color of a fox in winter, and it wanted cutting. He had a way of standing still that made other men stand still around him. “The girl does the lifting,” Delbert said easily. “My wife’s niece, she’s a Dne. She doesn’t have much English.
We give her a home.” He gestured toward the back of the crowd without looking. Mrs. Oaks followed the gesture and found Astrid, and her mouth went small. “Miss Lond,” she said. The crocs go round to the wagons at the back if you please. You needn’t stand up here with the ladies. There’s a place for the help behind the tent.
Nobody laughed. It would have been easier if they had. The women near Astred simply stepped a little aside to let her pass, the way people step aside for a hired man carrying a bucket. She had better English than Mrs. Oaks, and she had read every book in the Greer House twice. She said nothing about it. She went to the table, lifted the croc with the blue ribbon on it, and carried it out past the lavender bonnet without looking at the man with the spoon.
Behind the tent, a widow named Delelfy Crouch was sitting on an upturned egg crate, fanning herself with the lid of a basket. She was a small brown woman of 60 with a man’s felt hat pinned to her hair. She sold eggs and opinions at every gathering in the county and she was the only person in silver but who had ever been kind to her.
Well, Delelfie said the butter won. That’s something. Delbert will be insufferable for a week. She looked at the ribbon. You know the oaks woman entered her own croc. It went soft as lard by 11. She had to stand there and watch it slide. Astred set the croc in the wagon bed and covered it with the wet flannel.
“It is too hot for Butter to travel,” she said. “She should have packed it in sand.” “Honey, she should have packed herself in sand,” Delelfie said. Then she stopped fanning. She was looking past Astred, north and west, over the rolling grass hills that stood around the town like the backs of sleeping cattle. What in the name of glory is that? The sky in the northwest had gone a strange color. It was not cloud.
Clouds had edges, and this had none. It was a pale shimmer, like heat coming off a stove lid, and it stretched from one end of the hills to the other. It caught the sun and glittered. For a moment, Astred thought of the sea off the coast at home when the light came slanting across it in the evening. Then she heard it.
It was a dry rising hum like wind moving through a whole field of ripe barley at once. Only there was no wind in that direction at all. The first grasshopper struck the canvas of the tent above her with a sound like a throne pebble. Then another hit, and another. In a minute it was hail. They came down out of that glittering sky by the thousand, and then there was no counting.
They were thick as falling grain, big brown hoppers with red legs. They landed on the tent, the wagons, the horses, and the hair of the people running out from under the fly. A horse at the rail reared and broke its tie. Somewhere a woman was screaming, not in pain, but in the plain disgust of having them inside her collar. “Get the children in,” Delelfie said, standing up fast for a woman her age.
“Get everybody in the hall.” Astrid was already moving. She had seen something the others had not. On the far side of the judging table, two children were standing alone by a pen of show pigs, holding hands and staring upward. The girl was perhaps 10, with red hair in a long braid. The boy was younger and had his mouth open.
The hoppers were landing on them, and the little boy had begun to cry without making any noise. Their minder, a hired girl from one of the town houses, had run for the hotel with her apron over her face. Astrid crossed the yard through the falling insects without hurrying and without stopping. She took the boy up on her hip and held out her other hand to the girl.
The girl looked at the hand and did not take it. “I’m to wait for my father,” she said. He said, “Wait by the pigs.” “Your father will find you in the hall.” Astrid said, “It has a door that shuts. The pigs do not have a door.” “The girl considered this with a grave face.” And then she took the hand. The hall was a long frame building at the edge of the fairground, built for dances and meetings, with a stage at one end and a row of windows along each side.
By the time Astrid got the children through the door, it was half full of women, babies, and old men. The windows were still open. Grasshoppers were coming in through them as if poured from a sack. They landed on the bunting that had been strung for the dance and began at once to eat it. Astrid set the little boy down beside his sister and went to the nearest window.
Shut the windows, she said loudly in her careful schoolbook way. All of them. Then wet the flower sacks from the water barrel and put them along the bottom of the doors. For a moment nobody moved. Then Delelfy Crouch came in behind her and said, “You heard her? Shut the blessed windows.” Then women began to move.
It took the better part of an hour to make the hall tight. The sacks went along the doors sills and the cracks under the stage. Mothers picked hoppers out of baby’s hair and crushed them underfoot. The floor was slick with them in places. Outside the sound had become a steady roar, and the light through the windows had gone brown, as if the sun were setting at 2 in the afternoon.
The bunting was eaten down to its threads. Somebody’s good wool shawl left on a bench by the open window had holes chewed through it like lace. The children sat against the wall where Astrid had put them. The girl’s name was Clary, and she said so as if it were a piece of information Astrid should write down.
The boy was Jodie. He had stopped crying, but he held the hem of Astrid’s apron in his fist and would not let go of it. When a hopper walked across his shoe, he pulled his feet in and looked up at her. She crouched and picked it off, and she held it up close to his face so he could see it. “Look,” she said.
“He has a face like an old man with a long nose. He is a very hungry old man, but he does not bite boys. He only bites corn.” “And shawls,” Clary said. “And shawls,” Astard agreed. “Especially good ones. That was when the talk started, low at first, along the benches. It was the kind of talk frightened people make to prove they are not frightened.
The women spoke of whose corn would be standing in the morning, and whose would not. They spoke of the wheat, and whether the gardens were gone, and of the year the hoppers had come through the Kansas settlements. One woman began to cry quietly about her onions. Mrs. Oaks, who had come into the hall late and furious with a hopper still caught in the ribbons of her lavender bonnet, sat down on the bench nearest the stage, and began to talk about foreigners.
“It’s a judgment,” she said, not loudly, but in a voice made to carry. “My mother always said you could tell the year by what came into a county. The Russians came up the plat last spring and now the Danes, the Swedes, the Bohemians, all of them taking up every claim on the river. Those people keep their own church and their own tongue.
They put I don’t know what in the butter and then this. She did not look at Astrid. She did not need to. A young woman on the same bench, a pretty girl with a new ring on her finger, leaned over and whispered something behind her hand. The women near her smiled. Astrid did not have to hear it. She had heard it all summer in the churchyard and outside the store.
The Greer girl was 26. The Greer girl had come over the water with no husband and no dowy, and some story behind her nobody would tell. No man in the county would take a Dne who talked like a school book and smelled of the springhouse. What are they laughing at?” Jodie asked, still holding her apron. Astred looked at the pretty girl with the ring. She looked at Mrs.
Oaks with the hopper in her bonnet. Outside, the roar of the insects went on and on as if it meant to eat the whole world, and every face in the hall was pale with it. Something in her wanted very much to see those faces do anything else. So she lifted her chin and spoke clearly enough that the whole bench could hear.
They are wondering who will marry me, she said. So I will settle it for them. I will marry the next man who comes through that door. For a moment the hall was quiet. Then Delelfy Crouch let out a bark of laughter, and a woman near the stage laughed too, and then half the benches were laughing.
It was not unkind laughter, most of it. It was the laughter of people who needed badly to laugh at something. Clary looked up at Astrid with her mouth open. The girl with the ring went red. Even Mrs. Oaks’s lips moved, though she pressed them flat again at once. The door banged open. A gust of hot wind came in with it, and a spray of grasshoppers, and the wet sacks along the sill slid sideways.
A tall man stood in the doorway with his hat in his hand. The hat was full of hoppers. They were clinging to his coat, his shoulders, his red hair. He did not seem to notice any of them. He was looking over the benches, one face at a time, with the whole of his attention. It was Asher Ridley of Salt Gulch. He had ridden through the storm from the far side of the fairground, looking for his children.
“Pa,” Jod said, and let go of the apron at last. Nobody else in the hall said a single word. Every head turned from the tall man in the doorway to the Danish girl by the wall, and then back again. Delelfy Crouch put her hand over her mouth. Astred felt the blood come up into her face so hot and so fast that her ears rang with it.
She could not have spoken if the hall had caught fire. Jodie reached his father and wrapped himself around one long leg. Asher put a hand on the boy’s hair. Clary walked across to him more slowly with her braid over her shoulder. The way a girl walks who has been told to wait by the pigs and has not.
Behind them, the pretty girl with the ring found her voice. Mr. Ridley, she said bright and breathless. You’re just in time. Miss Lond here has promised to marry you. Somebody on the back bench snorted. Asher Ridley looked up. His eyes were a cool gray, and they went across the hall to the woman standing alone by the wall, with her sleeves rolled and her face burning.
He looked at her for a long moment. He did not smile. He looked at her the way he had looked at the butter, as if he were trying to work out what he was tasting. Then he pulled the door shut behind him, and he pushed the wet sack back along the sill with the side of his boot until it was tight. “Who put the sacks down?” he asked.
“She did,” Clary said before anyone else could. “And she made them shut the windows, and she said the hoppers only bite corn and shaws.” Asher looked at Astred again. Then I’ll hold Miss Lund to feeding my children their supper,” he said. “They’ve had nothing since noon.” It was said so plainly that for a moment nobody was sure whether it was a joke.
Then Delelfy Crouch laughed again, loud and alone, and Astred, who had not blushed since she was a girl in a church doorway in another country, turned away to the water barrel so that no one would see her hands shake. They were in the hall until dark. When the roar outside finally thinned, the men went out with lanterns and found the town changed.
The grass along the street was eaten to the roots. The cottonwoods by the depot stood bare as if it were November. Every garden in Silverbute was a patch of brown stubble with the insects still moving over it in a crawling, rustling sheet. Delbert Greer found his team standing where he had left it, and he found his niece in the back of the wagon with the blue ribbon in her lap.
He did not ask her what had happened in the hall. By the next morning, there was no need. The whole county knew it. Asher Ridley drove his children home that night along the river road, 18 miles through a country that had been green at breakfast. The moon came up red through the dust. In the wagon behind him, Jod slept with his head on his sister’s knee, and Clary talked.
She did not often talk, not since her mother had died, and so he let her. She told him about the pigs and about the old man with the long nose who only bit corn. She told him that Miss Lond had sung to Jodie in a language that sounded like somebody humming with a mouthful of bread. And she didn’t cry.
Clary said a lady cried about her onions. Miss Lond didn’t cry at all. He said nothing. He was looking at the fields. Along the bottomland the homesteaders had put in corn and wheat that spring, and the corn had stood higher than a man that very morning. Now in the red moonlight, it stood in rows of bare stalks, white and stripped like the ribs of a burned house.
At a sod house by the road, a man was sitting on his doorstep with his face in his hands, and his wife was standing in the yard with a broom, simply standing. Asher lifted a hand to them as he passed. The man did not look up. Salt Gulch lay farther up the dismal, where the sand hills closed in, and the river ran clear and cold over white sand.
His hay meadows lay along the wet bottom there. He had seen, riding out that morning that the insects liked the corn far better than the wild grass, and he thought the meadows might be spared, or partly. He was a rich man. He knew it the way a man knows his own height. He would not go hungry. this winter, and neither would his cattle.
But he thought of the sod house by the road, and the woman with the broom, and he knew that half the valley would. He thought also about the butter. He was not a man who noticed food. His wife had noticed it for both of them for 11 years, and since the winter the fever had taken her, the house had gone through three housekeepers.
It had gone through them the way a hard winter goes through hay. The last woman had left in June, saying the children were wild and the house was cold, and Mr. Ridley did not speak. All of that was true. They had eaten since June whatever the ranch cook could spare from the bunk house, and it was mostly beans.
But he had tasted the Greer butter twice with a spoon in the heat of noon. It had been cold, sweet, and clean. It tasted like his mother’s kitchen in Ohio when he was a boy before any of this. P Clary said from the dark behind him. Are you going to marry Miss Lond? He drove a while before he answered. No, he said people don’t marry because of a joke.
Then what are you going to do? The wagon came over the last rise. The long dark house of Salt Gulch stood below them with no light in any of its windows. He had built it for his wife. It had 11 rooms, and it stood empty now, all but three of them. “I think I’m going to hire her,” Asher said, if her uncle will let her go. Delbert Greer’s farm lay two miles east of Silverb on the flat where the river bent.
In the morning he walked out into what had been his corn and stood in it until the sun was well up. The stalks were stripped to the white. The pumpkins had been eaten to their shells, and the shells lay in the rows like broken pots. The oats he had meant to cut next week were simply gone, as if they had never been planted. The ground itself was moving.
Everywhere he looked, the hoppers were still at work on whatever they had missed, and under their feet the hard, dry earth was full of small, round holes. He did not know yet what the holes meant. He was thinking about cows. He had nine milk cows in the pasture, good red cows, and the butter from them paid for everything on the place.
It paid for the flour and the coffee and the new roof. It paid for the headstone over his wife and the whiskey he did not drink in front of anyone. Without corn and oats and hay, those cows would not see Christmas. He would have to sell them in a county where every farmer would be selling cows and nobody would be buying.
The cows were not his, not entirely. That was the other thing he thought about, standing in the ruin of his corn. 6 years ago, his wife’s brother had come over from Denmark with a daughter, a trunk, and the price of nine good cows sewn into his coat. Neil’s Lund had bought the cows, and he had shown Delbert what could be done with them.
Neil’s Lu had died in the second winter, and he had died owing Delbert for the roof over his head and the grave he lay in. So Delbert had kept the cows. He had kept the girl, too, because the cows were no good without her. Nobody in the county had asked any questions. Nobody asked questions about Danes. He saw her now across the yard, scraping dead hoppers out of the springhouse trough with a flat board.
She worked the way her father had worked, without hurry and without rest. He did not like watching her. It reminded him of too many things. It reminded him that his wife had loved the girl and had made him promise things at the end that he had not written down. When the big sorrow horse from Salt Gulch came up the lane at 10 that morning, Delbert knew at once what it meant.
He had heard the story of the hall from three people before breakfast. He went out to meet the rider in the yard, with his careful smile already on. Asher Ridley did not get down. He sat the sorrel and looked at the stripped corn behind the house, and then he looked at Delbert. You’ll lose your cows this winter, he said. Unless somebody feeds them.
The Lord will provide, Delbert said. Maybe I’ll provide sooner. I’ve got hay on the river the hoppers didn’t take. I need a woman to keep my house and sea to my children, your niece. I’ll pay her a fair wage, and I’ll haul you enough hay to carry your cows to grass.” Delbert let the smile widen.
He felt the ground come back under his feet at last. “Well, now,” he said. “That’s a generous offer, Mr. Ridley. There’s a good deal of talk in town this morning about you and my niece. I’d hate for the girl’s name to suffer.” He lowered his voice, though there was nobody in the yard to hear. “Of course, you’ll have heard why she left the old country.” “No.
” Well, it’s not my place. I’ll only say a man with children ought to know who’s in his house. Asher Ridley’s face did not change at all. I’ll pay her in her own hand, he said. Not yours. Neither of them had seen Astrid come around the corner of the springhouse. She had heard enough. She stood in the yard with the flat board in her hand and her apron dark with the water from the trough.
and she spoke before her uncle could. “You are bargaining for me,” she said like a heffer at a sale. “Now, Astrid,” Delbert began. “I will go,” she said to Asher Ridley. Her voice shook once, and then it did not. “I will keep your house, and I will feed your children, and you will pay me in my own hand,” as you said. But two of the red cows go with me, Rosa and Leel.
My father bought them with his own money, and my aunt promised them to me before she died. My uncle knows this. Without them, I cannot make butter, and I will not live in a house where I cannot make butter.” Delbert went white around the mouth. He looked at the rancher on the sorrow horse, who owned the only hay in the valley, and he looked at his niece.
He saw that she knew exactly what she had in her hand. Take the cows, he said at last. Take the both of them. And when you come back to this door with nothing, don’t think I’ll open it. She went into the house to pack her trunk. It did not take long. She had two dresses, her mother’s shawl, a Danish Bible, and a pair of good shoes she had never worn outside of church.
Last of all, she took the beachwood butterprint out of her apron pocket and wrapped it in a clean handkerchief. She put it at the very bottom of the trunk under everything where she had kept it for 5 years. They reached Salt Gulch at sundown in a ranch wagon one of Asher’s men had driven down behind him, the two red cows walking behind it on a lead.
The sand hills closed around them as they went up the river. round and gold and bare. The grass here was still standing. The hoppers had passed over it for the corn. The house was bigger than any house Astrid had seen in America, long and low, with a deep porch. Behind it stood a stone springhouse built into the side of the hill, and beyond that lay a round pond fed by a spring, flat and bright as a plate in the evening light.
Clary was standing on the porch when the wagon stopped. She wore the same dress she had worn to the fair, and her braid had not been redone. She watched Astrid climb down, and she watched the cows. Then she spoke in her clear, level voice, the voice of a child who says exactly what she means. “You said you’d marry the next man who came through the door,” Clary said.
“And it was P.” “Clar?” Asher Ridley said. “It was though.” She went back into the house and did not shut the door behind her. We will pause here for just a moment. If you do not want to miss new stories, please subscribe to the channel. And while we rest here for a moment, there is something I have wanted to tell you about.
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He did it in about as many words as another man would use to ask for the salt. The children were to be kept clean and fed and sent to the schoolhouse at the Ford when it opened in October. The men ate at the cook house, and she was not to cook for them. He himself would eat whenever he came in, and she was not to wait on him.
The room at the far end of the upstairs hall stayed shut. He did not say whose room it had been, and she did not ask. “And the springhouse?” Astrid asked. Asher was already reaching for his hat on the peg by the door, and he answered her without turning around. “Use what you want,” he said. “Nobody’s been in it since.” Astrid had been up since 4:00.
She had found the stove cold, the wood box empty, and a family of mice living comfortably in the flower bin. She had dealt with all three before he came down. Now she looked at the tall man in the doorway, and she thought of Clary on the porch last night in the unwashed dress. “I have rules also,” she said. “The children will eat at the table, sitting down three times a day.
When you are in this house at a meal time, Mr. Ridley, so will you.” He stopped in the doorway. For a moment, she thought she had lost her place before she had fairly found it. Then he put his hat on. Noon, then he said, and he went out into the dark yard, and she heard his boots on the porch steps. The springhouse was built of the pale sandstone that broke out of the hills along the river.
It was set halfway into the slope behind the house, so that it stayed cool even in the worst of the summer heat. A spring came out of the rock at the back wall and ran through a stone trough along one side, clear and very cold. Then it went out under the door and down into the round pond. When Astrid pushed the door open, the air inside smelled of damp stone and old milk and dust.
Everything a dairy could want was there. There was a good cedar churn with a cracked dasher, a stack of crocs, a butter worker of maple, and a long shelf of shallow tin milk pans for setting the milk so the cream would rise. The pans were stacked like plates, a great many of them, furred with two years of dust. A dead ren lay in the trough.
She took off her good shawl and hung it on a nail. She carried the dead ran out and buried it under the lilac by the door. Then she built a fire in the yard under the big iron wash kettle, and she began to scald every pan on the shelf. She scoured each pan with river sand, rinsed it in the running spring, and set it in the sun to dry.
By the middle of the morning, there was a long, bright row of them along the stone wall, catching the light like a row of little moons. Clary came out at 10:00 and stood in the door of the springhouse with her arms folded. “Those are Mama’s pans,” the girl said. “You shouldn’t touch them.” Astrid did not stop scouring, but she answered her.
“Your mother kept a good dairy,” she said. I can see it by the way she stacked them. Every pan is turned the same way so the water runs off. That is how my father taught me. She rinsed a pan and held it out toward the girl dripping. But I do not know where she kept the skimmer or which crocs were for the cream and which were for the butter.
If you know, you could show me how she did it. Then I will do it her way. Clary looked at the pan without moving. Then she unfolded her arms and came into the springhouse and she went straight to a loose stone low in the wall. Behind it, wrapped in a square of oil cloth, was a tin skimmer with a wooden handle.
She kept it there so the mice wouldn’t, Clary said. Her voice was not quite steady. The brown crocs are cream, the white ones are butter, and she always said the first butter of the week goes to paw in the little blue dish. Astred took the skimmer from her as carefully as if it were glass. Then that is how we will do it, she said.
Jodie, who had come down the path after his sister, did not care about any of it. He had found the two red cows in the little pasture by the pond, and he had fallen in love with the smaller of them, Leil, whose name he could not say. He called her Lily. By noon he had tried to ride her twice and had been set down gently in the grass both times.
Leel did not appear to hold it against him. She followed him along the fence for the rest of the afternoon like a large patient dog. At noon Asher Ridley came in. He had forgotten and then he had remembered halfway across the north meadow and turned his horse. The children were sitting at the kitchen table with washed faces and wet combed hair.
There was a clean cloth on the table and a pot of beans that were not the cookhouse beans. These had onions in them and a little salt pork and there was a pan of hot biscuits beside them. He sat down. He ate. He did not say anything about the meal, and Astra did not expect him to. But when the children had been sent out, he spoke, looking at his plate.
“The springhouse roof leaks at the back corner,” he said. “I’ll send a man up tomorrow to see to it.” It was the nearest thing to a kindness he had offered her. She took it for what it was. The first butter came out of the salt gulch springhouse at the end of the week. The two red cows gave rich milk on the river grass.
She set it in the scalded pans in the cool of the spring, and she skimmed it on the second morning with the tin skimmer from behind the stone. She churned it in the mended churn. She worked it on the maple board with the spring water running cold over her wrists. When it was done, she shaped a pound for the little blue dish, and set it at the end of the table for supper, as Clary had said.
Asher ate a biscuit with it, and then another. Then he sat for a while with his knife in his hand, not eating anything. Clary watched him from the other side of the table without blinking. “It tastes like mama’s,” Clary said at last. Her father did not look up from his plate, but he answered her. “No,” Asher said. “It tastes better.
” Then he looked as if he wished he had not said it, and he got up and went out to the barn. Clary sat very still. Astred took the blue dish off the table and washed it, and she did not look at the girl because she thought the girl would not want to be looked at. That night, when the house was dark, Clary came down to the kitchen in her night gown.
She found Astred unpacking the last of her trunk by the light of the lamp. The girl stood on the bottom step and watched her lift out the Bible and the good shoes. Last came the handkerchief bundle from the very bottom. Astrid unwrapped it without thinking, as she did every week, to see that the wood had not cracked in the dry air.
The lamplight fell on the beachwood face of the print. It showed the barley sheath with its cord and the small star. Around the rim, very small, were two letters, N and L. “What is that?” Clary asked. Astard held it out so the girl could see. A butterprint, she said. In my country, a good dairy marks its butter, so the people at the market know whose it is.
My father carved this the winter I was born. The barley is for our fields. The star is for me. She turned it in her fingers. When his butter went to the market and rye, the women would push to the front of the stall to get the pounds with the star on them. Why didn’t you put it on the butter today? Clary asked. Astrid wrapped the print again in the handkerchief slowly.
The way you would wrap a hurt hand. Because the last butter I made with my father’s star went to my uncle’s customers under his name, she said. I stopped using it after that. I thought it was better for the star to sleep in a trunk than to lie on someone else’s table. She laid the bundle back at the bottom of the trunk.
Go to bed, Clary. The cows do not care that it is Sunday tomorrow. Asher Ridley’s foreman rode in the next evening with something in his hat. He was a quiet Missurrian who had been with the outfit for years, and he was not a man to carry things home in his hat. He set it down on the porch rail in front of Asher, and the two of them bent over it.
In the crown of the hat was a cloud of hard gray earth from one of the homestead fields along the river. The foreman broke it open with his thumb. Inside were little tubes packed tight in the dirt like fat grains of rice glued together in a paper sheath. They laid, the foreman said. Every foot of plowed ground from here to the plat.
They like the bare fields best. The farmers say it’s like this all down the valley. You can’t turn a spade without finding them. Asher broke off a piece of the claw himself, looked at it, and asked the only question that mattered. “And in the spring,” the foreman put his hat back on, pods and all, before he answered. “In the spring, they hatch,” he said.
“Right about the time the new wheats up.” Asher went into the house to the kitchen where the newspapers from the railroad were kept in a pile by the stove for lighting the fire. Astred was at the sink with her hands in the dishwater. He went through the pile until he found the paper he wanted, a week old, and he read from it aloud to the foreman who had followed him in and stood uncomfortably by the door.
It says here, “The farmers in Minnesota fought the young ones last spring with pans.” Asher said, “Sheet iron, long and shallow, a few inches deep with coal oil or tar in the bottom. Two men drag them along on runners through the young grain. The hoppers jump up in front of them and fall in, and they can’t get out.
Sounds like a fool’s errand,” the foreman said. “You’d need a thousand pans.” Asher did not answer him. At the sink, Astred had stopped washing. She was looking at the long row of shallow tin milk pans drying upside down on the shelf by the window. Then Jodie called from upstairs that there was a moth in his room.
She dried her hands and went up. By the time she came down, the two men had gone out and she had forgotten the newspaper. On the first Sunday in September, Asher Ridley drove his household to church in Silver, which he had not done in 2 years. He did not say why. Astrid sat in the back of the wagon with the children in her good shoes with her mother’s shawl over her shoulders against the dry wind. It was a Methodist church.
She was a Lutheran. But it was the only church in 18 miles, and she had sat in its last pew every Sunday for 5 years. Today, Asher walked his children to the third pew from the front where his wife’s family had always sat, and he stood aside at the end of it and waited. Astred understood that he was waiting for her.
She felt the whole church watching her walk up the aisle. Afterward, in the churchyard, the men at the hitching rail grinned at Asher, and one of them asked if he had set the date. Asher looked at the man until he stopped grinning. The women gathered in their own knot by the steps. Mrs. Oaks detached herself from it and came across the dry grass to Asher with her gloves on and her voice arranged.
“It does a man credit Mr. Ridley to take in the unfortunate,” she said. “Truly, but with motherless children in the house, one does have to be so careful of what one brings under one’s roof, people talk, and those foreign ways.” Asher did not lower his voice. She came under my roof in my wagon. Mrs. Oaks, he said, in front of the whole town.
I’d have thought that was careful enough. Delelfy Crouch, who was passing with a basket of eggs over her arm, did not slow down, but she spoke up. “The Oaks woman’s worried,” Delelfie said to nobody in particular. “Her butter slid twice this summer. Now it’s sliding in church. Down by the wagons, Delbert Greer stood with a group of farmers who had lost everything they had planted.
They were talking about the eggs in the ground and what would come up out of it in the spring. One of the younger men mentioned the story in the Minnesota paper. Delbert laughed at him, a short dry laugh. Tar pans, he said, dragging pans around a field like a mule and harness. That’s the kind of foolishness they print to sell papers.
When the Lord sends the locust boys, a man takes his medicine. He doesn’t make a clown of himself in front of the county. Delbert drove home alone that afternoon. His cows were in the pasture eating Ridley hay. It had come up in two loads the week before, hauled by Ridley’s men, as promised. It was good hay, and he hated every fork full of it.
On Tuesday, the manager of the railroad hotel on the plat sent back his standing order for Greer butter. The letter was polite. It said the hotel would buy its butter from the Salt Gulch Ranch for the present since that butter had proved superior. Delbert read it standing at his kitchen table. Then he sat down because his knees had gone, and he read it again.
He had nine cows and nobody to milk them properly, and the oldest of them was sick. His corn was gone. His oats were gone. The eggs in his fields would hatch in the spring and take whatever he planted next. Every good thing left to him had walked out of his yard behind a rich man’s wagon, and the whole county was laughing at the joke she had made, as if she had not shamed her own family in front of every woman in Silver but he sat at the table until the light went out of the windows.
He was more afraid than he had been since the war, and he did not know what to do with that. So he did what he had always done with fear. He made it into anger. On Thursday, he called at the Oaks house in town to return a pie plate his late wife had borrowed long ago. Mrs. Oaks gave him tea in the front parlor with the shades half-drawn.
She asked, as he had known she would, how he was bearing up with his niece gone off to Salt Gulch in that way. Delbert turned his teacup in its saucer. He looked like a man making up his mind to say something difficult and in a way he was. I blame myself. He said, “My wife wanted it kept quiet.
The girl was to be married, you know, in the old country. It was all arranged. The whole parish invited.” He turned the cup a little further. Then on the morning of the wedding, something happened at the church. The man found out a thing about her and he didn’t come after that. Well, her father had to bring her all the way over here.
There was no staying in that parish. Mrs. Oak set down her own cup very carefully without a sound. “Found out what about her, Mr. Greer?” she asked. Delbert looked at the half-drawn shade. “I’ve said too much already,” he said, and he let the silence in the parlor say the rest. By October, the valley was emptying.
Astred saw it every morning on the road, driving the children down to the schoolhouse at the Ford. Wagons went past going east with everything a family owned roped on behind. Somebody had painted words on the canvas of one of them in axle grease. It said, “Eaten out.” Nobody thought it was funny.
The sod house by the road where Asher had seen the woman with the broom was shut up, its door tied with a piece of wire. On the third Monday of the month, she met a family on the road with their milk cow. The father was leading her toward town on a rope. The cow was a thin brindle with a crooked horn, and two little girls were walking behind her, both of them crying without any noise, the way Jod had cried by the pig pen.
The mother sat in the wagon with a baby, and did not look at anything. Astrid stopped the team. She asked where they were taking the cow, though she knew. There’s a buyer at the depot, the man said. He’s paying for hides. There’s no feed in this county to winter her, and I won’t watch her starve in the yard. He said it flatly, like a man reading a notice.
She gives the best milk of any cow on the river. My wife raised her from a calf. Astred looked at the girls. She looked at the crooked horn. Then she spoke to the man. Will you wait a day?” she asked. “Only one day. Put her back in your yard and give her water and wait.” The man looked at her as if she were simple.
But his wife in the wagon turned her face toward them. “Joe,” she said. “Wait a day.” That night, Astrid waited up for Asher. He came in late from the north range, and he found her sitting at the kitchen table with the lamp turned low. She had laid out on the table a slate from the schoolhouse and a stub of chalk.
He stood in the doorway taking off his gloves, and she saw him understand that she had something to say, and she saw him decide to let her say it. The farmers are selling their milk cows for the price of the hide, she said. They have no feed, so they will sell them this month, every family on the river.
In the spring, they will have no milk for the children and no cow to start again. You have hay, more than your cattle need, if you sell your old steers before Christmas instead of after. I have counted your stacks. She turned the slate toward him. It was covered with small, neat marks. Winter their cows here on your hay. The women can come and milk.
I will make the butter in your spring house. The railroad hotels will buy all the butter we can send them all winter because in winter there is no good butter anywhere on the plat. In the spring every family is paid by what their cow gave. Then they can buy seed. Asher did not look at the slate. He looked at her.
I’m not running a poor house, he said. No, Astred said. A poor house is where people go when nobody lets them work. This is the other thing. She did not raise her voice. They will pay you for the hay out of the butter at a fair price, the same as any buyer. Nobody will owe you a thing. Nobody will have to say thank you to Asher Ridley at the church door.
I know you would not like that. He said nothing at first. Then something happened to his face that she had not seen before. It was not a smile quite. It was the place a smile would go if he let it. He sat down at the table across from her, pulled the slate over, and began to go through her marks with one finger, stack by stack. He checked everyone.
When he was done, he pushed the slate back across the table. “The north stack is bigger than you’ve got it,” he said. “Tell the man with the brindle cow to bring her up Saturday.” They came up the river road all through November. They came with milk cows on ropes, one at a time or two, from every homestead that was still standing between Salt Gulch and Silver but the foreman grumbled and built a long shed of poles and prairie grass along the south side of the barn.
The cows went into it, a mixed herd of brindles and reds and one beautiful cream colored jersey that belonged to Mrs. Oaks. Mr. Oaks brought that one up himself. He was a mild, bald man who kept the hardware store. He stood in the yard holding her rope, looking embarrassed, and he said at last that his wife did not need to know the particulars.
Delelfy Crouch, who had come to count the cows, watched him drive away. “Well,” she said to Astrid, that’s the first thing out of the oak’s house that ever had to be milked by a dne. The women came to milk. At first they came in pairs and stood together at the far end of the shed and would not speak to Astrid beyond what the work required.
They were farm women and they knew cows. Within a week they had learned that Astrid knew cows better. She could tell by the feel of a udder which cow was going off her milk before the cow knew it herself. She could tell by the smell of the cream whether it would churn in an hour or all afternoon. By the second week, they were calling her Astrid.
By the third week, the woman whose cow had the crooked horn was bringing her bread. The springhouse ran from dark to dark. The long row of scalded milk pans filled every night along the stone shelf, and was skimmed every morning, and two churns went all day. Every Friday, the ranch wagon went down to the railroad on the plat with the week’s butter packed in crocs and wet sacking.
The hotel took all of it. So did the dining station farther down the line, and they wrote to ask for more. On the second Friday, the hotel manager sent a note back with the empty crocs, asking whose butter it was. He wanted to know what mark to ask for so he would not be sold anything else in its place. Asher brought the note into her in the springhouse.
She read it with her hands still wet. “Put your father’s star on it,” he said. “Not yet,” Astrid said, and she folded the note into her apron pocket and went back to the churn. He stood a while in the door, watching her work. He did not ask her again. In December, the cold came down out of the north like a gate shutting. The river froze at the edges and then all the way across.
The round pond behind the springhouse went white and hard. One night in the middle of the month, Astred woke at 2:00 in the morning and could not say what had woken her. She went out onto the upstairs landing with a candle. Asher Ridley was sitting on the top step of the stairs in his shirt sleeves in the cold with his back against the wall.
He was looking at the shut door at the far end of the hall. She would have gone back to her room. He spoke before she could. 11 years, he said not loudly. And then 4 days. It was a fever. I was on the south range with the herd in a norther. And I came in 2 hours after. He was quiet for a while. Clary was 8.
She sat with her mother the whole last night by herself. Nobody told me that until the funeral. I shut the door because I didn’t know what else to do with it. Astrid did not tell him it was not his fault. She had learned from her own father’s death what those words were worth. She sat down on the stair below him with her candle, and they sat there together until it guttered.
In the morning, when she came down, the door at the end of the hall was open. There was a hairbrush with a silver back lying on Clare’s pillow. The pond had frozen as thick as a man’s forearm by the middle of January, and Asher sent word down the river that Salt Gulch would cut ice on the second Saturday.
The butter would have to travel through the spring and the summer. There would be no keeping it without ice. Every family whose cows stood in the shed came to help cut. They came in wagons and on horseback with saws, axes, and the long hooked poles they used for their own ponds. The children came with them. By 9:00 in the morning, there were more people on the ice than came to church at Easter and a fire as big as a hay stack burning on the bank.
It was work Astrid had never done. She watched it the way she watched everything closely until she understood it. The men scraped the ice clean first. Then a horse drew a marker across it, a sort of iron plow with teeth, scoring the whole surface into a great checkerboard. Then the saws went in along the lines, long saws with a handle at the top, worked up and down by men standing on the ice.
The blocks broke free with a sound like a gun fired a long way off. Boys with hooked poles floated them along a channel of open water to the bank. There a team dragged them up a ramp of planks into the ice house cut into the hill. The women packed the blocks in sawdust and prairie hay layer on layer until the ice house was a cold green cave.
Astred was on the bank with the women packing when she saw the marking team turn toward the north end of the pond. She dropped the hay and ran out onto the ice. Nobody had ever seen her run. Stop the horse, she called. Stop him. Not there. The spring comes in under that end. The man with the team hauled up, staring. Asher was already crossing the ice from the channel. she pointed.
Near the stone mouth of the springhouse outflow, the ice looked the same as everywhere else. It was the same white, the same thickness to the eye. The spring water is warm in the winter, she said. Warmer than the pond. It eats the ice from underneath. My father lost a mare that way on a pond in Jutland. It will look thick right until it is not.
Asher took a hooked pole from one of the boys. He walked out alone toward the place she had pointed, very slowly, testing ahead of him. 10 steps from the outflow, he drove the iron point of the pole down hard. It went straight through, and black water came up around it. The whole pond had gone quiet. He stood looking at the hole for a moment.
Then he turned around and came back, and when he reached her, he held out the pole. “Astred,” he said. It was the first time. Show them where to cut. She took the pole. She walked the edge of the safe ice with it, and the men followed her and marked the line. Before long, the whole north end was staked off with willow sticks.
Delelfy Crouch on the bank by the fire announced to the fire at large, “I’ve been telling this county for years that Dne had sense. They’ll be telling me I was the first to notice.” They stopped at noon to eat on the bank by the fire. There was coffee boiled in a wash kettle, bread and butter, and a whole ham.
The families had brought what they had. Jod and the other children slid on the swept ice in their boots. It was the best day the valley had seen since the sky went brown. Asher Ridley was seen to laugh once at something Jodie did. Several people remarked on it afterward, as if a comet had passed. Delbert Greer came up the river road in the early afternoon alone in his wagon.
He did not come to cut ice. He came across the bank to the fire and stood there with his hat on looking thinner than he had in the summer, looking gray. His oldest cow had died in November and another in the week before Christmas. He had sold two for their hides. He had four left and he could not milk them properly with his hands which had gone stiff. He did not say any of that.
He looked around at the families on the ice and the fire and the cows loing in the long shed by the barn. Then he looked at his niece. “I’ve come to take you home,” he said. “You’ve had your winter. That’s Greer butter going down to the railroad, girl. My wife’s way. And those red cows are Greer cows. No, Astred said.
She said it quietly, but the women near the fire heard it, and one of them sat down her cup. They were my father’s cows, and my aunt gave them to me. The butter is my father’s way. I am not coming back to your door, uncle. You told me not to. Delbert’s face did something strange, then. For a moment, it looked like the face of a man about to cry.
Then it closed. He stepped nearer and he spoke so low that only she and the man coming up behind her could hear. “Then I’ll tell them the rest,” he said. “About the church. You know what I mean? Every woman in this county will know it by Easter.” He turned and walked back to his wagon, and he did not look back. Asher Ridley, who had come off the ice with the pole still in his hand, watched him go.
That night, Astred went down to the springhouse long after the house was dark. It was the only warm place she knew that was not in anybody’s sight. The spring ran on in its trough the way it had in the summer. The pans shone on their shelf. She lit the lantern and sat on the stool by the churn.
She was still sitting there when the door opened. Asher came in and closed it behind him against the cold. “You don’t have to tell me,” he said. “Yes,” she said. “I do because he will tell it, and I would rather you heard it from me first the way it was.” She folded her hands in her lap. The lantern hissed.
When she spoke again, she spoke carefully, choosing the words the way she had learned to choose them. I was 20. His name does not matter. I had known him since we were children in school. My father had saved for 20 years to buy a farm with better land than ours for us, for the two of us, and for him. He gave the money to the man I was to marry, to carry to the seller the day after the wedding.
It was a great deal of money. everything we had. She looked at the spring running in its trough. On the wedding morning, I stood in the door of the church at Rybe in my mother’s crown. The whole parish was inside. I stood there from 9:00 in the morning until the clock struck noon. At noon, the pastor came out and took my arm.
The man had gone south on the early train with my father’s money. He sailed from Hamburg. Somebody saw him on the dock. Asher did not move. “What did the parish say?” he asked. “First, they were kind,” Astrid said. “And then, because nobody could understand it, they began to wonder what I had done. My father sold the dairy to pay what we owed, and we came here with the price of nine cows sewn in his coat.
My uncle knows all of it.” There was nothing for the man to find out about me, Mr. Ridley. There was only a door that did not open. She almost smiled. So when I said in the hall that I would marry the next man who came through the door, you understand? It was an old joke. I had been saying it to myself for 6 years.
Only I had never said it out loud. Asher Ridley was quiet for a long time. The spring ran. Then he took off his hat and he held it in both hands the way he had held it in the doorway of the hall. I came through that door looking for my children. He said, “I found them. They were sitting against the wall where you’d put them, and they weren’t afraid.
” He put his hat back on. “Let him tell it. I know what I saw.” He went out, and he left the door open behind him a little, so that she could see the lamp he had left burning in the kitchen window of the big house. The thaw came late that spring. It came all at once. The river broke up in a single night with a noise like cannon, and in a week the sand hills had gone from brown to a green, so tender it hurt the eyes.
The farm families came up to Salt Gulch for the last time with their wagons to take their cows home to grass. Before they went, they came into the kitchen one family at a time. Astrid sat at the table with the slate and a tin box, and paid each of them in her own hand by the marks the women had kept all winter on the springhouse wall.
The man with the brindle cow stood in front of her with his hat against his chest. When she counted the money into his palm, he closed his fingers over it and did not move. His wife had to take his arm. It’s seed, the man said at last. That’s the seed wheat and the potatoes and some over. He looked at Astrid.
I was going to sell her for the hide. She is a very good cow, Joe, Astred said. Your wife raised her well. Every homestead on the river was sewn by the end of the month. The new wheat came up in thin green rows over the bare fields where the corn had stood like the ribs of burned houses. For a week or two the whole valley walked about as if it had been let out of prison.
Men who had not spoken to Asher Ridley in years raised their hands to him on the road. Women stopped Astred outside the church to ask about their cows. Delelfy Crouch said she had never seen so much good feeling in Silverbute, and she did not expect it to last past planting. Delbert Greer had sewn nothing. He had no seed and no money to buy it, and the four cows he had left were bags of bones.
One afternoon he sat in his wagon outside the oaks house until the horse grew restless. His hands would not keep still on the rains. He had heard the talk at the store, how the Dne had carried the county through the winter. He knew in his bones that when the valley finished loving her, it would remember who had kept her in a springhouse for 5 years.
So he went in, and he sat in the parlor with the shades half-drawn, and he told Mrs. Oaks the rest. It was not the truth. He made it sound worse than a lie, because he left the worst of it to her. Mrs. Oaks did not need much. She had the joke in the hall to start with. She had a woman who would say such a thing out loud in front of decent wives and mothers.
She had a woman living all winter in a widowerower’s house with his motherless children and no other woman under that roof. She had a church door in a foreign country and a groom who ran. By the next Sunday, every pew in the church had heard some part of it. The women who had milked beside Astrid all winter heard it, too. Some of them did not believe it.
Some of them did not know what to believe, and so they stopped coming to Salt Gulch, and they looked away outside the church. Asher was gone that week down to the railroad on the plat with the spring steers. He had asked her whether he should go, standing at the kitchen door with his saddle bags, and she had said the steers would not sell themselves.
On the Thursday, Clary came home from the schoolhouse, walking by herself, a long way ahead of the wagon, and would not get into it. Astred drove beside her at a walk all the way to the ranch. When they were in the kitchen, Clary finally turned around. Her face was white, and her braid had been pulled loose.
Susie Oak says you’re a bad woman, Clary said. She says her mother says a man in the old country wouldn’t marry you because of what you did and that P keeps you in the house when he shouldn’t. Her voice cracked on the last word. I hit her. I’m not sorry. Astrid knelt on the kitchen floor and took the girl by both shoulders.
It is not true, she said. None of it. You must not hit anyone for me, Clary. Do you understand? Not for me. But Clary was crying now, and so was Jodie, who did not know why, and Astred held them both on the kitchen floor until they stopped. When they had gone to bed, she sat alone at the table with her hands flat on the wood.
She thought about the schoolhouse at the ford. She thought about Clary walking home in the road by herself, a long way ahead of the wagon. She thought about the valley and the green wheat in the fields and the families who would need to trust each other all summer if they were to bring that wheat in. And she understood that as long as she stayed in this house, the talk would follow these children into every room they entered.
She packed her trunk before daylight. It did not take long. Then she went down to the springhouse and churned the cream that was left in the pans. When the butter was worked, she shaped a pound for the little blue dish, the first butter of the week, the way Clare’s mother had always done it. Then she went back up to the house, took the handkerchief bundle from the bottom of the trunk, and unwrapped her father’s print.
She pressed it down onto the butter firmly once. When she lifted it away, the barley sheath and the small star stood out clean and sharp on the pale gold. It was the first time the star had been printed on anything in America. She set the blue dish at the end of the kitchen table and covered it with a clean cloth.
She put the print in the pocket of her apron. Delelfy Crouch came up the road with her egg wagon at 7, as Astrid had asked her to the Sunday before without saying why. Delelfie looked at the trunk on the porch and at Astrid’s face, and she did not argue. “I’ll take you to the railroad,” she said, “because a friend asked me to.
But I want it wrote down somewhere that I think this is the most foolish thing I’ve seen a sensible woman do.” Clary and Jod stood on the porch. Clary would not say goodbye. Jod held on to Astrid’s skirt until Clary took his hand away. Asher Ridley came home from the plat a day early. He had sold the steers in an afternoon and ridden all night.
He came into the kitchen at dusk and found it cold, the stove out. His daughter was sitting at the table with her hands in her lap. In front of her was the little blue dish with its cloth. Clary lifted the cloth without a word. Her father looked down at the butter, at the barley, and the small star printed on it. He knew exactly what it was.
He knew that she had never once put that star on anything in this house. She had put it there now on his butter because she was not coming back. She went to the railroad with Mrs. Crouch. Clary said this morning because of what they said at school. She looked up at him and her voice broke only once. P. You came through the door.
Go and get her. He was in the saddle in 10 minutes with the lantern tied on behind, riding down the valley road in the dark. Delelfy and Astred spent that night at a homestead 20 m down the valley where the woman of the house had milked in the long shed all winter and did not ask any questions. They were on the road again before sunrise.
The morning came up warm and still, the first truly warm morning of the year. The bottomland along the river lay green on both sides of the road. Field after field of young wheat, the seed that the butter had bought. Astred was looking at it when she saw that the road ahead was moving.
At first she thought it was a shadow from a cloud, but there was no cloud. It was a dark band across the wagon ruts a little way ahead like spilled pepper, and it was crawling. Delelfie stopped the team. They both leaned out and looked down. The ground was covered with grasshoppers, no bigger than a grain of rice, black and wingless and new.
So many of them that the dirt seemed to boil. They were coming out of the bare field on the left of the road, out of the holes the foremen had found in the fall. They were moving across the ruts in a solid front towards the young wheat on the other side. Lord have mercy,” Delelfie said quietly. “It’s all of it. The whole valley’s coming up.
” Astrid got down from the wagon. She crouched at the edge of the wheat and watched the first of them reach the green blades. They did not fly. They could not fly yet. They hopped and crawled. They climbed the blades and they ate. She watched a green row turn to stubble in front of her while she knelt there.
She thought of the man with the brindle cow counting seed money into his fist. Then she thought very clearly of a kitchen at night and a man reading aloud from a newspaper and of a long row of shallow tin milk pans drying upside down by the window. She stood up. Turn the wagon around. She said, “Honey, it’s 20 m back up that road.
” Delelfie said, “Whatever you’re thinking, they’ll be into every field in the valley by dark.” Astrid was already climbing back up onto the seat. “Then we must be faster than they are,” she said. “They cannot fly for weeks. They can only hop. The paper said pans, shallow pans with coal oil in the bottom, dragged through the grain.
There are 60 milk pans in the springhouse at Salt Gulch. I scalded every one of them myself.” Delelfie looked at her hard. Then she turned the team around in the road so sharply that the egg crates slid. All my life, she said, I thought I was the craziest woman in this county. They met Asher Ridley at the bend below the Greer place an hour up the road.
He was riding hard and his horse was dark with sweat and he pulled up so short beside the wagon that the horse sat down on its hunches. He looked at Astrid. He opened his mouth to say whatever he had ridden 20 m in the dark to say. She did not let him. Not now, she said. Look at the road. He looked and she saw him understand.
Send your men to every farm on the river, she said. Tell them to bring every shallow pan they own and boards for runners and rope. Buy all the coal oil in the silver but store and bring it to the first field below the bend where they’re thickest. Bring my milk pans from the springhouse. All of them. Asher did not argue.
He was the only man in the valley who could have done what she asked by noon. And he knew it. And so did she. You’re coming back, he said. It was half a question. Astrid turned on the seat to face him. I’m coming back for the wheat, she said. Go. He went. By noon, the first field below the bend was full of people.
They had come from every homestead within reach, in wagons and on foot, with whatever pans they had. There were milk pans and bread pans, a washtub split in half, and the long tin pans from the salt gulch springhouse nailed two by two onto runners of fence board. Astrid showed them how. A splash of coal oil went in the bottom of each pan, just enough to wet it.
Then two people took the ropes, one at each end, and walked the pan through the young wheat against the front of the hatch. The little hoppers jumped up in front of it the way they jumped from anything that moved, and they fell into the oil, and they did not jump again. At the end of the first pass, the bottom of the pan was black with them.
Nobody called the pans foolish now. Nobody made a speech. They simply went into the fields two by two, and walked. The farmers walked and their wives walked and Asher Ridley’s cowboys walked in their high heeled boots, swearing at the rope burns. The bigger boys dug a trench along the edge of the field and filled it with straw to burn the hoppers the pans had missed.
Asher walked the lead rope of a pan himself from noon until dark. Every half hour, Jod and Clary came along the rose with a bucket of coal oil because Clary had written to the field on Leela and would not be sent home. In the middle of the afternoon, Astred found herself on the other rope of a pan from Mrs. Oaks.
Neither of them said anything for the whole length of the field. Mrs. Oaks had tied her lavender bonnet under her chin, and her skirts were black with oil to the knee, and she pulled like a mule. At the end of the row, they stopped to empty the pan into the trench. “Mrs. Oaks looked down at the black mass of dead insects.
“My Susie is a spiteful child,” she said without looking up. “She gets it from me.” Then she picked up her end of the rope again. The Greerfield was the last one in the path of the hatch down at the riverbend. When Astrid’s pan reached it in the late afternoon, she found her uncle standing in the middle of his bare, unsewn ground.
He was watching the black front crawl past him toward his neighbor’s wheat. He had nothing of his own left to lose. He did not move. His face was wet and his hands were hanging at his sides and he was shaking like an old man in a cold wind. He looked at her when she came up and she saw what was in his face. It was not the hoppers.
It was her and the people behind her and what he had done. Astra did not say anything to him about the church or the parlor or the cows. She held out the end of her rope. “Pull, uncle,” she said. After a moment, Delbert Greer took the rope in his stiff hands and pulled. They fought the hatch for 4 days. They burned the trenches at night when the hoppers bunched together in the cool, and they walked the pans all day in the heat.
On the second night, the store ran out of coal oil, and Asher sent a wagon to the railroad for more. On the third day, the hatch in the lower fields began to thin. The fields below the bend were lost, most of them. Two farms, where the hatch had come up too thick to stop. But the fields above the bend were standing.
So was the green wheat all the way up the river to Salt Gulch in thin ragged living rows. On the last night they sat around the burning trench at the edge of the first field, too tired to go home. The faces of the valley red in the fire light. Delbert Greer came and stood at the edge of the light.
He had pulled a rope for 4 days beside the people he had lied to. He looked at his niece sitting on an overturned pan. He looked at Mrs. Oaks and at Delelfy Crouch and at Asher Ridley standing behind Astrid with his arms folded. He did not make a speech. He only spoke to the few who were near, and his voice was horsearo from the smoke.
“There was nothing wrong with her,” he said. “In the old country. The man ran off with her father’s money. That’s all it was. My wife wrote me every word of it at the time.” He swallowed. I made the rest up. I was afraid of losing the place, and I thought if she came back, I wouldn’t. I’m sorry for it.
His voice broke on the last word, and he turned his face away from the fire. I’ll sell what cows I’ve got left and go back to my people in Iowa. I’ve no business in this valley. Nobody said anything for a while. The straw hissed in the trench. Then Astrid stood up. Keep the cows, she said. Feed them on the grass this summer and bring the milk up to the springhouse at Salt Gulch like the others do.
I will pay you for what they give. She looked at him steadily. My aunt loved you, uncle. I am not going to let you starve in her house. Delbert Greer could not answer her. After a while, he nodded once and went away into the dark toward his wagon. It was nearly dawn when Asher drove her home up the river road with Clary and Jod asleep in the wagon bed and Leel walking behind on a rope.
Neither of them said anything until Salt Gulch came into sight below them with one lamp burning in the kitchen window. One of the men at the ranch had kept it lit for them. He stopped the wagon in the yard. He got down, came around to her side, and did not help her down. He stood bareheaded by the wheel, looking up at her.
I rode 20 mi to tell you something, he said, and you told me to look at the road. He turned his hat once in his hands. I don’t want you to marry me because of a joke or because you said a thing in a hall in front of the county, and you’re a woman who keeps her word. I want you to marry me because I have never in my life seen anybody the way I see you.
That’s all. If the answer’s no, you’ll still have the springhouse, your pay, and your cows for as long as you want them. Astred sat on the wagon seat in the gray light and looked down at him. She thought about a church door at Rybe and the clock striking noon. She thought about a door in a hall that had banged open.
Then she took her father’s butterprint out of her apron pocket where it had been for 4 days and she held it in both hands. When the wheat is in, she said, “Not before. I want to be married standing on my own feet with my own butter on the table and my own name on it. Ask me again when the wheat is in Asher and the answer will be yes.
She stepped down from the wagon by herself. She went up the porch steps and she opened the kitchen door. On the threshold she turned around. You came through the door, she said. This time I am the one who is going through it. The wheat came in at the end of the summer, thin but whole, all the way up the river to Salt Gulch.
They were married in the church at Silver But in the first week of September, a year and some weeks after the hoppers came. Dely Crouch stood up with the bride. Mrs. Oaks sent a croc of her own butter to the wedding supper, and it slid, and nobody said a word about it. Delbert Greer sat in the last pew where his niece had sat for 5 years, and he did not leave until the end.
That fall the salt gulch butter went down to the railroad on the plat every Friday, packed in ice cut from the round pond to the hotel and the dining station and three towns farther down the line. The door at the far end of the upstairs hall stood open, and Clary slept in it now with a silver hairbrush on the table by the window.
Jod still called the smaller red cow Lily. Nobody corrected him anymore, and every pound that left the springhouse at Salt Gulch carried the same mark on its face, pressed there by Astrid’s hand, or on good days by Claries. It was a sheath of barley bound with a cord and a small star. The women of the county pushed to the front of the store to get the pounds that had it.
The star that had slept for years at the bottom of a trunk did not sleep anymore. It went out into the valley every morning in plain sight with her name on it. And that was the story of Astred Lond and Asher Ridley. If you would like to support the channel and keep these stories free for everyone, my new trilogy, The Sweet Springs Trilogy, is out now.
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