They Gave Her 37 Starving Rabbits for Free — 6 Months Later, She Had the Biggest Farm in the County

They Gave Her 37 Starving Rabbits for Free — 6 Months Later, She Had the Biggest Farm in the County

 

 

The land around Larksburg County had gone the color of old bone by the middle of July, and it was in that dead season that temperance hail first noticed the clover. It grew in a ragged strip behind the old hail barn, no more than 8 ft wide, in a place where nothing else had held green since June.

 She stood at the fence rail one morning with a bucket of wash water in her hand, and looked at it a long while. The way a person looks at something that does not fit. The rest of the pasture was cracked into plates like a dry riverbed. But that strip stayed green, low, and stubborn, and she could not account for it.

 She did not chase the thought. She only noted it the way her grandmother had taught her to note things, set it aside, let it ripen, come back to it when the answer was ready to be found rather than guessed at. She was 26 years old that summer, a widow of two winters, and she kept house alone on 11 acres that had once belonged to her grandmother, old Ruth Hail, who had died the autumn before last, and left behind a cabin, a stove with a crack in its belly, and very little else that anyone in town considered worth having.

Temperance was, by the reckoning of Larks, a woman of small account. She did not complain of it. She hauled her own water, split her own kindling, and kept to the edges of church suppers where she could watch without being seen to watch. It was at one such supper in the last week of July that Otis Grunwald and his sons decided to make their joke.

 The Grunwald farm ran 30 head of cattle and 400 acres of wheat that was that year dying by the row. Otis was a loud man who mistook volume for wisdom. And when his boys found a crate of half-st starved rabbits, the last of a failed breeding lot from a peddler who’d gone bust and skipped town owing feed money. Otis thought it a fine piece of comedy to haul the crate to the hail place and set it on Temperance’s porch like a crown of thorns.

 37 of M, he said, counting them off with evident pleasure as if the number itself were the punchline. Half starved the lot. Nobody in the county will take him. thought a woman keeping house alone might find some use for rabbit stew. His sons laughed behind him, not unkindly, only the easy laughter of people who have never had to make something out of nothing.

 Temperance looked into the crate. The animals were matted and thin, ribs showing through fur gone dull as ash. Two of them already still and cold in the corner. She did not laugh, and she did not thank him, and she did not turn the crate away either. She only said, “I’ll take them.” in a voice so quiet that Otis nearly missed it and carried the crate inside before he could decide whether he’d been insulted by her calm.

 Her brother Eli, 17 and living two farms over with their aunt, rode in that evening to find the crate set by the stove and temperance kneeling over it with a rag and a bowl of warmed milk water. “You can’t feed a thing that’s already dying temp,” he said. And there was no meanness in it, only the flat fear of a boy who had watched their mother die of a fever nobody caught in time and did not want to watch his sister waste herself on lost causes.

“You’ve got your own grain to think of. Counties drier than I’ve seen it. You put good flour into 37 rabbits and you’ll be the one going hungry come winter.” “I know it,” she said and did not stop working. “Then why?” She did not have a ready answer and she did not pretend to want. She only said because somebody has to try something and went on dipping her rack.

 It was two nights later hunting for a length of twine in the cabin’s one trunk that she found the notebook. It had belonged to Ruth Hail, bound and cracked leather gone soft as a glove, and Temperance had seen it a hundred times without opening it, assuming it held nothing but old recipes and church notes.

 But that night, with the crate of rabbits shifting and rustling by the stove, something made her open it, and there in her grandmother’s slanted hand were pages of close writing headed simply on keeping rabbits in hard ground. Ruth Hail, it turned out, had run a small warren of her own in the years before temperance was born, in a drought no less cruel than this one, and had set down what she’d learned in the plain, unhurried language of a woman who did not waste ink.

 Three things caught Temperance’s eye that first night, and she read them twice each by lamplight. The first, Hutches wanted raising off the ground on legs no shorter than 2 feet, floored and slatted with no wider than 3/4 of an inch apart. So, the droppings fell clear, and the animals stayed dry and free of foot rot, which killed more rabbits in a wet season than any fox ever did.

 The second, a dough should not be bred before she was 6 months old, and once bred could be bred again 28 days after kindling if she were to be pushed for numbers, though Ruth had underlined 28 twice and added beside it, “Do not less than this, or you will lose them both.” The third, and the one that made temperance sit back on her heels and look toward the dark window.

 Rabbits did not need corn or good hay to thrive. They would eat clover, so thistle, dandelion greens, comfrey, the tops of carrots and turnipss, the very weeds that grew where the drought had not yet reached, in low ground, along fence lines, in the shade of barns, where a little moisture lingered after everything else had burned off.

 She thought of the strip of green behind the barn. She understood it then, or thought she did, and the understanding sat in her chest like a held breath. She began the next morning. Jonas Puit, who farmed the quarter section adjoining hers, and had said perhaps 200 words to her in the two years she’d known him, arrived unasked with a wagon of scrap lumber before she had finished her coffee.

 He did not offer opinions on the wisdom of the venture. He only asked where she wanted the hutches set, and by the sound of his hammer, she understood that this was his answer to a question she had not needed to ask aloud. By sundown, they had built six raised hutches along the north side of the barn.

 slatted floors exactly as the notebook specified, and Temperance had sorted the 35 living rabbits. Two had not survived the crate, into groups by size and condition. She kept a ledger from that first day. She tore a page from the back of Ruth’s notebook and ruled it into columns and pencil. Rabbits living does bread, kindled weaned, feed on hand.

 On the first line, she wrote 35. and beside it in the feed column flower 6 days corn gone green fodder as gathered. The first attempt at breeding went wrong within the month and she diagnosed it herself before Ruth’s notebook could tell her why. She had put a dough to a buck at what she judged 5 months.

 eager to see numbers climb, and the dough kindled only two kits, both dead within a week, thin and cold, despite the July heat. She sat with the small bodies in her palm a long while before she went back to the notebook and found in the margin she had skimmed too quickly the first time. Ruth’s small warning, a dough bread too young gives milk too young, and thin milk starves faster than no milk at all.

 She had gone against the very number her grandmother had underlined twice. She did not repeat the error. She began marking the do’s ages in the ledger in a fourth column and would not breed one before the full 6 months, no matter how the days pressed on her. The proof came in September, small and unremarkable to anyone who was not watching for it.

 A dough named for no reason but that temperance had begun against her own better judgment. to name them. Clover for the strip of green that had started it all. Kindled eight kits in a nest box lined with her own combed out fur. And by the second week, all eight were living, fat-bellied, blind eyes not yet open, squirming in a pile that temperance counted twice to be sure.

 She wrote eight living in the ledger with a hand that was not quite steady, and stood a long moment in the low hutch light before she went in to make supper. That was September. By October, the drought had not broken, and the county suffering had stopped being a matter of dry wells and started being a matter of empty pantries.

 The days of flower temperance had on hand fell from 6 to 4 to two over the first weeks of the venture, and she began trading eggs from her few hens for cornmeal, and cornmeal for salt, and salt for whatever a neighbor could spare, keeping the arithmetic of it all in the ledger’s margins, because she trusted paper more than memory.

 When hunger made a person’s thinking go thin. By the third week of October, the ledger read, “Rabbit’s living 61. Does bread nine feed on hand? Green fodder only 3 days ahead of need. Flour zero. She had begun eating what the rabbits could not. The tough outer leaves of turnipss, the bitter stocks of so thistle boiled twice to take the bite from it, so that the fodder she gathered each dawn could go first to the hutches.

” Eli rode over most Sundays that autumn and each time his fear had a new shape. In October it was the dryness of the ground which meant less green forage with every week and the hutches now numbering 14 and needing more than her two arms could gather before noon. In November it was the cold settling early and hard and the worry that rabbits bred for a warm July would not carry a warren through a Nebraska winter.

 You’re stretched thinner than that ledger of yours. temp,” he said. “One gray afternoon watching her come in from the fodder rose with her basket only half full, her hands cracked from cold. There’s 60 rabbits and one of you. You can’t gather enough green stuff to keep them past the first snow. Sell half the herd now while they’ve still got some flesh on them and keep what you can feed proper.

” It was not an unreasonable thing to say, and for 3 days temperance turned it over and found she could not entirely disagree. She stood in the barn one evening with the ledger open on her knee, looking at the column of numbers, rabbits living, 74, and thought of how easily that number could become a debt rather than a fortune if the green fodder gave out before spring did.

 She thought, too, of Ruth Hail, and found herself wishing with a plainness that startled her that the old woman were there to tell her what the notebook could not. She did not expect an answer, but sitting there in the lamplight with the notebook open to a page she had read a dozen times, she found her eye caught by a line she had passed over before, written in the cramped hand Ruth used only when she was tired.

 A warren fed on green stuff once a cold frame by the first frost, or the keeper starves alongside the kept. And beneath it, a rough sketch, a sloped box of glass and manure warmed earth, the very thing Temperance’s own grandfather had once built for early cucumbers, though she had never once connected the two. It was not a voice from beyond.

 It was only ink and old paper. But sitting there with the notebooks weighed in her lap and the smell of the barn around her, hay and rabbit fur and the particular must of old leather, it seemed to Temperance for one unguarded moment that Ruth Hail stood just behind her chair the way she used to stand when Temperance was small and struggling over a stitch, patient and unhurried, waiting to see if the girl would find her own way to the answer before offering it.

 Temperance did not turn to look. She only nodded once to the empty room and reached for a pencil. She was talked out of selling the herd, not by argument, but by Jonas Puit’s hands, which by the next dawn were already sinking posts for a cold frame 12 ft by four along the barn south wall, glazed with four old window sashes he’d been keeping in his own barn for no reason he could name until then.

 He said only waste, letting good glass sit idle, and would not be thanked for it beyond a nod. and Temperance understood that this was his way of telling her not to sell. By the second week of December, the cold frame held a low green tangle of comfort and turnip tops through nights that dropped the water bucket to ice by morning, and the ledger’s fodder column, which had read two days ahead of need at its worst, climbed slowly back to 5, then ate.

 It was in that same stretch of hard cold that the first of them came to her door. Colette Finn arrived on foot the second Tuesday of December. Her two children trailing behind her in coats let out at the seams as far as they would go and stood on the hail porch with a kind of stiffness that Temperance recognized as the effort it cost a proud woman to ask for anything at all.

 I’ve nothing to trade you worth having. Colette said before Temperance could speak. Ezra<unk>’s crop failed twice over and the store won’t carry us past the new year. I heard you’d rabbits. Temperance did not make her ask twice. She went to the hutches and came back with two dressed rabbits wrapped in cloth and a third live one in a box for breeding, though she waved off the second when Colette tried to refuse it.

Feed it clover and turnip tops. Keep it dry off the ground and it’ll give you six or eight of its own inside 2 months. Temperance said that’s more used to you than the meat in the end. She wrote in the ledger that night, rabbits living 79 given three fen family breeding pair started.

 She underlined breeding pair started the way her grandmother had underlined 28. The second came in January. Old Abernathy, whose cattle had thinned to skin and misery over a summer of dead pasture, and who had until that winter never once addressed temperance hail by more than a nod at church, rode up in a hard sleet, and stood in her doorway, turning his hat in his hands.

“I’m told you’ve got a way of keeping stock fed on next to nothing,” he said, Gruff, with the particular embarrassment of an old man asking a young woman for instruction. “I’ll not pretend I thought much of it when Otis hauled that crate over here. I’ll pretend it less now. Temperance brought him in, showed him the ledger, walked him through the columns, feet on hand, days ahead of need, the six-month rule for breeding, the 28 days between kindlings that must never be crowded shorter.

 She showed him the cold frame and the slatted hutch floors. He did not ask for rabbits. He asked for the method and copied her numbers into a notebook of his own with a stub of pencil. And when he left, he shook her hand, which he had never done before, and said only, “I’m obliged.” Which from Otis Abernathy was as near to an apology as the county had ever heard him give.

 The third came at the end of February, when the worst of the winter had not yet broken, but the days had begun, almost imperceptibly, to lengthen. Silas Boon was a young farmer two sections west, proud in the way of men who have not yet been humbled enough to know it. And he came not for food, but for trade. He had heard by then that hail rabbit pelts were being cured soft and sound by a method out of the same notebook oiled and worked by hand through the dead months and that they were fetching real coin from a buyer in the next county who supplied a glove

maker in Omaha. I’ll not ask charity, he said with the stiffness of a man determined not to need any. I’ve got seed corn I can trade good seed held back from last year before the fields failed. I want pelts and I want to know your curing method if you’ll part with it. Temperance traded him 11 pelts for a sack of seed corn that would matter a great deal come spring and told him what the notebook had taught her about scraping and stretching and the slow oil cure that kept the hide from going stiff. She did not tell him it had taken

her four ruined pelts to learn it properly. Some lessons a person had to earn the same hard way twice. By the ledger’s reckoning that week, the rabbit’s living numbered 134. It was not even then an easy season. The dog nub had never taken to the hutches, and through that whole winter he could be found circling the Warren at dusk with his hackles faintly raised, growling low at nothing Temperance could ever see.

 A fox passing unseen beyond the fence line, perhaps, or only the strangeness to a farm dog’s mind, of so many small creatures kept so close and so quiet. The horse, copper, shied hard at the hutches every time temperance led him past on the way to the well, ears pinned flat.

 And it took the better part of the winter, and a good deal of patient walking before he would pass them calm. Small frictions, unresolved and ongoing, the way real things on a real farm rarely settled all at once into peace. March came in wet and cold. And it was then, with the worst behind her, but not yet known to be behind her, that temperance came nearest to giving the whole thing up.

 A late blight of wetfoot took 11 kits in a single week. She had let the fodder in two hutches sit too long before clearing it, and the damp had done what the notebook warned it would do. She stood over the ledger that night with the pencil shaking faintly in her hand, the column reading lost. 11 in a hand not her steadiest and felt for the first time since July the full weight of what she had taken on.

 A widow alone 120ome rabbits, a county half starved and leaning on her and a method she had learned from a dead woman’s notebook and her own trial and error. With no one to tell her for certain, she would not lose it all in the last mile. I don’t know that I have the right of it, she said aloud to no one in the empty barn.

 Maybe Eli was right from the start. It was Jonas who found her there, come to check the cold frame glass against the night’s frost, and he did not argue with her the way Eli might have, with words piled on words. He only walked the length of the hutches with her, lamp in hand, and pointed without speaking to the doz still nursing living litters in every box, but the two that had flooded.

 Pointed to the ledger’s own numbers, 123 still living against 11 lost, and said, “At last.” In the plain way, he said, “Everything, you’ve buried 11. You’ve kept 123 alive through the worst winter this countyy’s seen in 10 years.” That’s not failure, temperance. That’s a ledger doing exactly what a ledger is for.

 Telling you the truth is better than you’re willing to believe it. Some nights she did not answer him in words. She only picked the pencil back up and beside lost 11. She wrote in a hand grown steady again, corrected floors cleared daily, fodder not left past sundown, and turned to the next page and kept on. April brought the rains at last, three weeks of them, breaking the drought the way droughts break in that country.

 not gently but thoroughly turning the cracked plates of pasture to green within the month. By May, the ledger’s final tally for that long season read a number that even Temperance writing it had to sit with a moment before she trusted it. Rabbits living 2011 given or traded to neighbor families.

 34 health sold 90 breeding pairs established at other farms. Six. It was not spoken of in larks as a great event. There was no single night anyone could point to and say that was the turning. It had happened the way real turnings happen in a hundred small Tuesdays in feed columns and ledger lines and cold frame glass salvaged from a neighbor’s barn.

 And by the time the county understood what had been built on the poorest edge of the poorest acreage, it had already been built. By the following autumn, the Hail Warren, for that was what people called it now, without irony, the way they might once have said the Grunwald herd or the Abernathy fields, ran better than 300 rabbits across two dozen hutches, supplied pelts to buyers as far as Omaha, and had seated breeding stock onto no fewer than 11 neighboring farms, each keeping Ruth Hail’s numbers and ledgers of their own. 6 months before

breeding. 28 days between kindlinks floors cleared. Daily green fodder never left past sundown. Otis Grunwald, who had meant his gift as a joke worth telling at suppers for years afterward, found instead that he had given away without knowing it the beginning of the finest livestock operation Larksburg County had seen in a generation, and he did not tell the joke again after the first winter passed.

 Temperance kept the notebook on the shelf above the ledger, its cover softer now than when she’d found it, its pages thickened with her own hand added beneath her grandmothers. She did not think of it by then, as a record of a disaster survived. She thought of it, when she thought of it at all, the way a farmer thinks of a field left and now green again, not as an ending, but as ground proven.

 She still walked the hutches at dusk that second autumn, nub trotting easier at her heel now, no longer raising his hackles at the warren he had watched grow around him a season at a time, and copper following the fence line without flinching, having learned in his own slow animal way, that what waited beyond it meant no harm.

 She still gathered fodder each dawn, still marked her ledger each evening, still bred no dough before her time, no matter how badly the world outside her fence wanted its answers faster than the ground was willing to give them. Her grandmother had never once in all those close-written pages promised that the method would be quick.

 She had only promised, in ink gone brown with age, that it would hold, that a war in fed slow and kept clean and bred by its numbers, not by a keeper’s hunger for numbers, would still be standing when the flashier ventures around it had burned out and blown away. It was Ruth Hail’s last written line in the notebook, added, “It seemed almost as an afterthought at the bottom of a page otherwise given over to feed ratios that temperance came back to most in the seasons after.

 Nothing that lives slow dies fast.

Disclaimer: This story is fictional and created for entertainment purposes only. Any names, characters, places, or events are fictitious or used fictitiously. No real person or organization is intended to be portrayed.

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